2009年4月15日星期三

今天来了丝丝幸福的感觉

一早收到豆友发来的邮件,是苏打绿2首新歌试听,又在电台听到数次完整的首播。很美好,不枉兴奋期待了数天。

今晚又三人行水煮鱼时,毫无顾忌的开怀大笑,为了那些弱智的玩笑,为了我眼线晕开的熊猫眼,为了C的内双眼皮,为了Bon的大双眼皮眉目。

没带伞,雨从五点半下班开始一直下,饭前饭后共步行了一个小时。不紧不慢的迈着步,淋着雨,完全没有与雨水抢道的意思。因为它今天收敛了威力,只微微洒下绵绵雨丝,不断提醒着行人它的存在。

饭后苏宁,是与gym合作举行的团购。看来看去,6折买了个新的电磁炉。娘可以做饭做得更安心舒适。没有血压计卖,明天上淘宝买一台欧姆龙给老爸。电磁炉送的4件炊具,把炒锅送给C,会唱歌的水煲塞给Bon。没想到这些个也能分享。

手机坏了,有人主动说要寄我Moto或者黑莓暂用。百分百出乎我的意料。我没拒绝,选了黑莓;奇怪的是,心里竟有些许喜悦和兴奋。

2009年2月3日星期二

In and Out

感觉进去又出来, 一晚一种感觉.

与网友的聚会, 安静地看戏听歌, 旅行UNO饭局红酒咖啡,
伪文艺嘻哈腐败一夜夜, 各人的问题烦恼似乎抛却九霄云外.
世界混沌着酒杯咖啡杯,停顿在那不真实的一刻.

与故友的饭局, 讨论着工作,失业,年终奖的严峻形势,
工作之余能找些什么副业消磨时间增加收入.
即使谈不出个所以然, 却把人带回真实的世界.


而运动, 恰是中间态.
无思想, 不言语; 甚至教练在前头说的话, 也只是迷糊应和着.
身躯却滴下真真切切的汗水, 清晰听见体力透支时来自肢体的投诉, 大口大口的呼吸.

半夜FB完打的回家, 晃眼而过的街灯一盏一盏伴着倒数入眠.

9点多在马路边等红绿灯, 路人三三两两擦肩而过, 听着耳机的我倒也不孤寂.

我们总是in & out,在不同的人物和场景里穿插,模糊着现实虚幻的临界点.

2009年2月1日星期日

感觉像重逢

星座说, 09是金牛重遇故人的年份. 果然.
其实都取决于自己, 是否愿意与人重逢.
于是我决定, have a try.

今天我主动聊了文, 大学毕业后曾经是无所不谈的挚友.
听她说如今天天生活都很快乐, 甚至用"精彩"二字形容.
虽然往日的model身材拉阔到130斤, 但完全不碍她成为一幸福师奶.
很替她高兴, 感受她小宇宙发挥的正面能量.

而最近主动SMS的W, 跟他聊些有一搭没一打的.
我说, but I don't feel excited like before anyway.
我确定, 我不会去你家烤蛋糕.
尽管在从前,多希望再一次踏进曾被照顾的地方.
但我还是想去学, 生活应该多点甜.

无论以前如何, 将来如何, 都希望我的朋友们过得好!

2009年1月13日星期二

"圣女"时代

Wing说,很不屑大众关于"剩女"的邪说.
不知不觉, 我们成了别人眼中的"圣女".
很庆幸, Wing过得更惬意, 更懂享受单身生活.
随着年龄渐长, 戒心渐重, 新相识的朋友越难交心.
仿佛只剩个别故友才能谈得深入.
我那天说, 似乎很难轻易相信人了.
但他说: 我不会.
看来要向大家学习下, 开怀.

今天很怨我的头发呀!
所以今年的另一目标是: 长发过肩!

2009年1月12日星期一

2年半

为了帮姐换新纸钞,我找他帮忙,还专门请假跑到广州去取.
提着友谊商场的纸袋, 遭遇了一场挟车和以命挡车的野蛮惊魂.
幸亏有BON同行, 过程虽变态, 倒没有想象中的恐怖.

2年半拒绝联络, 本从朋友清单里del了他.
2年半后的今天, 我选择了一个最丑的形象重逢.
"最丑"本来不是情愿, 却也欣然接受, 起码不要再存有不必要的幻想.

还是一贯的阳光天真笑容, 微翘的嘴角带一丝狡黠.
一样的整齐刘海, 同样的挺拔高大的身躯, 比从前消瘦.
我一样的买了2杯奶茶, 在他银行楼下的M记等他; 直到奶茶变酸, 见到他.
他还是不见面说话有一搭没一搭, 见面时却足够体贴周到.
漫不经心的聊了一阵, 聊到金融危机的影响, 我有意世俗的说: 工作难道不是为了钱?
他笑说: 以前你不是这样的啊.

是啊, 即使故意, 也制造不出假象. 怎么还驻足在过去的时光里.
我, 还不是一样的短卷发, 背着同一个牛仔斜包, 用着用一个手机, 电池还是他买的.

等到BON打来说到了, 我爽快起身要走.
也不晓得心里是否有点不舍. 从容的说话, 却无法从容的笑, 更不敢看他的眼睛.
我现在还是三句不离揶揄, 连自己也听得很不惯, 他却毫无所谓.
当着面还是说不出谢谢, 我时刻提醒自己, 不能当成是天经地义.

2008年12月30日星期二

离别的季节, I'll be missing you.

Hi June & Wei Wei,

After 31 Dec 2008, you do not need to direct all customer service (P/O or issues) to me anymore. I will be officially released all my "babies" ...to Demand Management dept...

After these 7 years, I am finally "retired" from this job..Honestly, I feel pain for this depart of job cos I love my job in Thomson very much.. but sadly I cannot and also do not want to hold on anymore , without my BEST BOSS around.. Everything is very different now.. I missed the days we all "fighting" for shipment and P/Os..I also apologize for my "hard & harsh demand" from June in order to achieve our shipment/sales target.. Every Thomson P/Os and shipments to me is very important and happy for me, not just a job but a passion as a team..

Deep in my heart , I gratefully thanks to June and Wei Wei for all these years/mths supporting me all the while…No words can describe how I appreciate both of you and you both are excellent in handling all these customer service issues .. (much better than me, I meant it..)

Thanks
Emily NG


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Dear Emily

Sorry I didn't receive your below 1st email. Actually the news is quite shocking to both Wei Wei and me.

I also miss so much those days we fighting for orders and shipment in the past 3 years, like in battle, tiring but fruitful days. During the time I saw our sales figures climbing up which we are proud of, though we are not sales guys but only "the ladies behind them". :-P I enjoyed the days we were forced and pushed so hard for one goal, when I learnt a lot and had much support from you. You've been competent in the possition and always helpful to everyone in need of a hand.

I also miss the nice biz trips with you where I were well taken care of, and the twice fantastic sales seminar in Sentosa and Bintan. I miss those great events you organized with support of your great boss Johnny Gege. Acutally I regarded him as mine too. You both created me many opportunities and nice experiences and I'm indeed thankful for that.

I can't write more to show my appreciation. Hope we can keep on correspondence of those "gossip topics" or whatever you are willing to share. After all, we choose a happy life of our own without caring what others say!

Cheers! Take care!
June

2008年12月12日星期五

劈腿

“劈腿是个广义的讲法
其实。。大家都在劈,
只是看谁能回来而已

开始那天就知道结果
人总有过去的。。

我承受的东西又有谁知道
为什么不能坦然面对
谁都有做错的时候

你太偏激了。
无论怎么样,我跟她都选择了自己走的路。”

觉得很冷,为何从一开始就看错了人。
为何,还需要这么纯情。
为何,要亲口承认。